Monthly Archives: November 2020

my stud.

Let’s take a moment to recognize the health benefits of being content, happy and in love.

It has been quite a while since I felt secure and confident. Since I felt completely loved and appreciated by someone. He admires me, adores me, tells me repeatedly how beautiful I am. How hot I am. Tells me he loves me like a million times a day. He has built a world around us where I feel safe. sometimes I wonder what it is that he sees in me. I see him as this amazing hunk or a stud with strong arms, successful life and ambition to get up every day and provide his girls with everything they need.

He shows me everyday how much he loves me. Not just by telling me, but also doing lots of things for me and taking care of me.

I’ve recognized that these acts of protecting my safety and taking care of me and us, is starting to have noticeable physical and emotional effects on my being. I feel whole. I feel complete. I feel content. I am incredibly happy. While I don’t feel disgruntled or my heart does not feel like it’s in a bunch, I also feel like my body feels better. Like I am automatically starting to lose weight. It just feels that way. Or even in reality, if I don’t, I somehow feel stronger and healthier. Because I am stronger in body and mind.

I want this life. I want him and I want all of it. The ready made family package and a real man who takes care of us. I had no idea I was going to find that man in him.