I love you completely, way I have never loved someone. no matter how far, or how long, you make me smile and you make me happy. just by being who you are. even now, I am a little drunk on you. I celebrate you. and thus I celebrate me and I celebrate my life. I celebrate us. wish there was somewhere, somehow I could scream this into the wind and have it reach you. where ever you are now.

somehow knowing that you are there, always, makes me feel like I make sense after all. I miss my best friend. and all this will get better. I look forward to being by myself for the summer …after this fades and I stop looking for you around the house.