the longest line.

something so amazing about being up on headwaters. I’ve finally started hiking and am finally lapping it. it’s finally in! 3 laps today. I realized on the third one that though I felt like my legs might be too tired to get my bird on, I felt stronger than the ones before. my legs are coming back and it’s such a relief. just get up there and go get it..

euphoria.

I find myself in a situation where I am kinda starting to like this guy I am seeing and it’s making me miserable. it’s awful. getting hurt is just kind of a by-product of getting into the dating thing. if you actually meet someone you like. which hasn’t really happened in a while. only a few weeks ago, before I’d met him I was blissfully content with my life and suddenly I want him and I am going over emotions of being scared and being miserable. this is so weird. it’s weird how a small change can have such an effect on you. it’s silly.

hiking like hell today and sweating through the emotions is the best thing I could do. it feels good to hike and ski hard. it’s never a bad day to scare the crap out of yourself. it feels good. adrenaline addict.