for nearly two months we have been attached at the hip. haven’t done this sorta thing with anyone since I turned 32. haven’t felt this close to anyone.

if people only knew the kind of connection we have and how much fun we have together. we think alike and we are the same. life is easy with him. sometimes he keeps me in bed in the morning for extra hours for sex and cuddling. I don’t fight back much.

he leaves tomorrow. our honeymoon is over. and it’s ok. it will be good to come up for air. and it will be good to miss him and see this thing from a dictance.

he said yesterday morning while we were laying in bed that I will leave a big void. somehow that’s probably one of the nicest things I’ve heard in a while.