for fucks sake. what’s it gonna take? when can I stop screaming into the void and feel whole again. I’m tired of being broken. I have finally let him go, but what’s left now is me all alone with the damage done. I can let go, but I cannot make myself whole again. I can’t forget how I’ve been wrecked. instead, I scream for summits. that’s all I want. I don’t care about much else. I would and I could if I had the opportunity to care about something else. but I don’t.
I don’t know how to fix it. I’ve fiqured out how to let go and move on. but all that’s left is my empty shell and no direction on how to make it whole (or atleast functional) again. hm.
I'd hardly say its an empty shell, if your anything like me, its always much easier to kick people out than it is to let them in….so if getting him outa there was that hard…..the real challenge is yet to come….re-defining yourself. something i struggle with everyday…..
I'd hardly say its an empty shell, if your anything like me, its always much easier to kick people out than it is to let them in….so if getting him outa there was that hard…..the real challenge is yet to come….re-defining yourself. something i struggle with everyday…..